Criminy why is it that my dream woman who makes me feel like I've been hit by a truck decides to date one of my best friends?! I mean, I've been in love with her for about two years now and I can't tell her! I thought my time had come when Tom and her broke up, but it seems that they're actually not broken up, because they keep dancing and necking like they did when they were still dating! Lola is gorgeous, an angel, a perfect 10, and I can't do anything but stare at her. Now I've become a pawn in their charade, taking Lola to dances so Tom's dad doesn't know they're still dating, just so they can meet at the dance and dance together. I hate this. I have so much fun with her before and after the dance but I always feel crummy because it never meant anything. That's why I kissed her, and Criminy, she kissed me back! I couldn't believe it, I could taste her lipstick on my lips, it was incredible! But again it meant nothing, because she went to the dinner formal with Tom a week after. She goes out with me for a month and throws me aside like, like... I don't know, something you don't care about! She just walked over me like a stepping stone and now I feel lousy and used. But I'm going to forget about Lola, I'm going to do everything I can to get her outta my head! I'll cut down to thinking about her 11 million times a day, that'll show her!
_Cal
It is okay Bean I feel like Lola will come around to notice how nice of a guy you are.
ReplyDeleteOh, Cal, you do have a tendency to exaggerate. I am sorry you are so heartbroken. I hope that the next time you fall in love it will be with a woman who treats you with kindness, respect, and honesty.
ReplyDeleteYour Central High School English Teacher